10.22.2009

safety ropes

really miss him. I hope he's doing well.


I'm a mess. I am troubled on the inside, yet fine on the outside. 


This is hard. 


But this what I wanted... right?


I cannot be weak. I must move on.


It's a climb, and I don't have any safety ropes.








sigh. damn.

10.20.2009

Journey Forward - wait, REWIND



in' you.



Too safe. 


I guess I can't expect him to raise the bar as high as I did right? after all we're not together anymore so it doesn't "MATTER TO YOU" . He's right, it doesn't. 


The funny thing about it, I didn't even mean to raise it that high, aimed high and at the end of the story, I ended up flat on my face. 


It irritates me that there's a REAL DEEP, treacherous story, yet he only tries to show the "I'm climbing to the mountain top" part of the situation. IRRITATING. IRRITATED. IRATE. Why does this irritate me so much? Oh, cuz every guy has done that before. Duh Dess.


SMH. Nothing new.


From a character within the story, the song's aight. 
But of course, to the naive and astounded audience, the song's a smashing hit.


Keep doin' you. 

10.13.2009


Wow, word travels so fast these days, huh? lol


No time to reverse
the curse that stains the lips of those reading this verse...
Accelerate to 5th gear
anyone who has ears, let them hear...


"God bless you & take care"